Meaningless

Just saw this phrase -- " Having a rough day? Place your hand over your heart. Feel that? That's called purpose. You're alive for a reason. Don't give up! "
After read this, i was asking myself  "is that true?" Can't give up?
But what my heart tell me is it is just a lie,we can't trust it!!!
The truth is rarely pure and never simple..
I don't know why,why every things will become worst and worst day by day
The oddest things hurt me.They get stuck in my head and replay over and over
I wanna scream but can't...
I wanna sing k to release my tension but can't..
What else can i do??
It's so suck
Someone had told me that you can't control how some people will treat you or what they'll say about you,but you can control how you react to it.
It's simple to said but  I CAN'T!!
I can't do it,i can't control it!!!!
Some things can't be explained and some things don't even deserve to be said.
It's MEANINGLESS LIFE
So what to do now?? End my life or waiting to die??