Year 2 Sem 2

就这样第二年第二学期终于告一段落

现在回想一整年，开始怀疑我是怎样过这两年的。。

还记得刚拿到大学录取信时，我是怀疑我是不是该去读这科系，毕竟我对电子工程系不是很有兴趣可是如果不接受那我父母就要花一大笔钱去读私立大学。。想啊想，还是算了吧。。进去后再打算。。

这两年感觉上自己好像在打仗，第一年什么都不懂，一进去就逼自己适应环境，交朋友，认识senior。。。如果要讲活动第一年我就比较少参加活动而来到第二年就尝试开始参加比较大型的活动。。还大胆起来挑战了秘书这一职，去了面试就这样被录取了。我会选择挑战秘书是因为我要加强自己的英文。办活动可不是一件容易的事，当时刚好也有另一个活动，是一个bonding camp。 那个camp也让我留下了深刻印象因为自己是宣传部的组员，可是在camp的时候因为人手不够就被叫去帮忙医药部。很好笑的是自己是医药部的就应该帮人，可是因为campsite 的 structure 不是很好所以第一天我就受伤了。可是还好还能为受伤的营员包扎伤口，哈哈。。。Camp过后就继续筹备世界地球周，在筹备当儿，发生了很多事，遇到了很多问题，看着senior和有经验的朋友如何解决问题让我学了很多东西。这项活动可说是筹备时间太短，可是最后我们还是成功办到了。活动后就开始了社团的AGM和 AGD。这两个活动也是我第一年参加，数来数去大概很多都是我的第一次。经过朋友的开导与支持，就这样懵懵懂懂我提名了秘书一职，而我就真的当选了。我已做好准备未来要打信做报告的日子，我希望藉此一职可以提高我的英文词汇和写作文的能力。

除了活动其实还有很多事情发生的。就比如说在第二年的大考我们不会做。。过后我和朋友出去发泄，吃了销魂面，炸豆腐，吃雪糕去DIY游乐园，还有本来还以为要去居銮吃半夜鸡饭，怎知我们租的车的轮胎爆了。因为工具不够所以半夜十二点多我们二女一男被逼在路旁等着援助还真的是难忘一天，悲剧。。。。

Last but not least, I just hope that next semester will be improve and become better in everything. Good luck to me!

我累了

有时候，
莫名的心情不好，
不想和任何人说话，
只想一个人静静的发呆。

有时候，
突然觉得心情烦躁，
看什么都觉得不舒服，
心里闷得发慌，
拼命想寻找一个出口。

有时候，
突然很想逃离现在的生活，
想不顾一切收拾自己的行李去旅行。

有时候，
在自己脆弱的时候，
想一个人躲起来，
不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

有时候，
突然很想哭，
却难过的哭不出来。

有时候，
夜深人静的时候，
突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

有时候，
明明自己心里有很多话要说，
却不知道怎样表达。

有时候，
很想 放纵自己，
希望自己彻彻底底醉一次。

有时候，
自己的梦想很多，
却力不从心。

有时候，
突然找不到自己，
把自己丢了。

有时候，
心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，
觉得自己很累很累。

有时候，
看不到自己未来的样子，
迷茫的不知所措。

有时候，
听到一首老歌，
就突然想起一个人。

有时候，
渴望别人的关怀，
更渴望一份简单的快乐。

有时候，
明明很累了，
但却没办法停止脚步。

我曾告诉我的朋友 ： “读书难， 做人很难， 生活更难”
有时候上课回来不读书又怕过后会忘记，可是越读就越累；
有时候因为被夹在两者之间，自己进退两难；
有时候面对种种压力，逼得自己喘不过气，
这样的生活根本不精彩。

所以，我是真的累了~ ~ ~

My story

It's such a long time that I didn't update my blog...just because I'm busy and lazy too....
Well, It's already 2015 but there is some story in 2014 that I haven't write and want to save it here.

I have resigned in a company which I worked as a clerk on 15th August 2014 with the reason of I'm going to further my study after that. So....I was preparing all the documents and things that I want bring to Johor for 2 weeks. It was so horrible and terrible weeks as the time is too short for me to prepared the things. Luckily I have my family, my friends and also my colleagues help me solved the problems I met. Thanks to them for all the support and help! The day before I'm going to study, I was asked by my colleagues to joined them for one day trip. I remembered that time they said take the trip as a gathering before I go. So, I have joined them and I love the trip so much although we are not went to many places. We went to Saanen Dairy Goat Farm, Penang Hill, Butterfly Farm and Prangin Mall.

At Saanen Dairy Goat Farm

                                                                      At Penang Hill

On the next day night I went to Johor. If I'm not remembered wrong that day is 30/8/2014. I have to celebrate Malaysia Independence Day in the bus. When the bus depart, I started scare I will miss my family, my friends and my colleagues. So, I chatting with my friends and colleagues after that. It was an imsonia night. The journey took about 9 hours. On the next morning, I reached the bus terminal and my uncle was there waiting for me. I overnight at his house and the next day he brought me to my university. I would like thanks to my uncle because he brought me to my hostel, help me buy those important things and so on. 

So 1/9/2014 is my first day stepped to my university. OMG, I really so sad when I saw many Malays than Chinese. Luckily my uncle know where is the hostel and he brought me to the hostel for registration. After register, we go to the room. When I saw my roommates is OH MY GOD, all of them look very serious. After one week of orientation, I have make fews new friends; some same course, some not. And my relationship with my roommates slowly become good. Hmm...That's great!

It's true that times make our relationship become stronger and stronger. We look like stranger when the first time we met but day by day we get closer and closer and now we look like a family.

University life.....I don't know how to say my life in university, not sure whether is good or bad. Everyday just walk to the class then back to hostel, this life is repeatedly. Slowly, assignments is coming to me and mostly is groupwork. BUT, sometime group member don't want do their task. Thia is the main point that I hate to do assignment. Luckily, some group members are very cooperative and responsible. Sometimes the relationship with coursemate and groupmate too close also not very good as will make people misunderstanding. Here is a story I want to share.

I met a guy in my uni and he is my secondary school friend relative. The fourthday in my uni, we were ask to meet our PA(Penasihat Akademik) and arrange our course timetable. The timetable are same for both of us. For me, I think it's better to have a same timetable with the people you know but I don't know what people think. Sometime I'm not same section with my coursemate especially for uni course because all of us are different PA and so we had register for differrent section. For the first week I walk alone to the class. I remember it's Hubungan Etnik class in the night and I walk alone to the class. That night, when I back to the hostel my roommates ask me how I go and when they heard I walk alone, they ask me to go with friend next time because the road is so dark and is dangerous for a girl to walk in the night. So I go together with him and his friend in the next week. As time goes by, my roommates, coursemates and also his friends are gossiping about us. I wonder why they gossip us. I just same class with him and most of the assignments are same group with him. WE'RE JUST FRIEND, NO OTHER RELATIONSHIP.

So, what do you all think about?? I don't know how to explain. This gossip is keep running until now.


Next, I want to share about my life with roommates. Only one word I can use to desribe my roommate that is CRAZY. They are very good, they always invite me to their house during weekend but I feel embarrasing to go so sometime I will stay alone in my room during weekend. Duing the Raya Haji, I follow one of them back to her hometown at malacca and she stay at her house. Her family are nice people. She brings me go around malacca. This is the some of the pictures I took in Malacca.   

My roommate(center), Friend(on the right)

Both of them are from Malacca.

 Finally I'm here!

This is at the open space in between the Dataran Pahlawan and Mahkota Parade.

Mostly everyday we take dinner together,sometime we will had supper together also. We willing to wait each other if one of us have night class. Before go to bed, we will talk everything include beauty, friends, home and many other things or it can be said EVERYTHING. Besides, we will share our knowledge also, like I teach them math and they teach me about the construction or management stuff. Although they will back hometown during weekend but we will keep contact in our group chat in wechat or whatapps. We even celebrate Christmas together also. It was a special celebration because we bought the same shirt to wear in that night. Although Christmas day is during study week but we manage to celebrate it one week before. This is how close we are until some of my friends envy our relationship. Hope this relationship can be last longer and forever. 

4 of us during orientation

with Sarawak's friends

First time go shopping together. Tired face...

 Took photo before mid-sem break...

See..how crazy we are..Taking photo when brushing tooth

Drive to Kluang for 1 day trip

 Take dinner together

 

Having dessert together after dinner

 

Celebrate roommie's birthday...

Christmas celebration :

 After Moral final examination. We are same section and exam in the same hall

 

with my coursemate and their's coursemate..

 First semester last day...happy!

Although it was just first semester about 5 months we been together but we already plan to have a trip now!!! Hope the trip is smoothly conduct. :-)

But lastly, I want to say I miss my family, my secondary friends and also form 6 friends especially OCL and the gang. I miss you all so much...nearly a year we dint meet, when is our's gathering??

我的二十岁生日

已经来到七月的最后一个星期了，这代表着我将要离开公司，离开家乡，可能去一个我不熟悉的地方读书。人家常说“岁月不留人”，这是真的。感觉上新年才刚过不久，现在已经是七月了。

阳历七月二十四号是我的生日日期。每年的生日都是在学校度过，今年可是我第一次在工作岗位度过的。凌晨十二点正，我电话突然响了，那是芩琳打来的。我接了不到一分钟就挂断了。（对不起，那是我并不得已才挂的）。过了差不多半个小时我才打回去给她，幸好他还没睡。原来，她打来是要唱生日歌给我的。哈哈，谢啦！！我的电话也陆续接到几封的信息，全都是大家的祝福。
哎，可惜的是为什么生日公司没有给特别的休假，让我享受这一天。哈哈哈，我想太多了吧！！！当天还是照常的去上班。才刚走到我的座位，Ms.Teoh 就祝福我了。其实她也是上一个星期才知道我的生日，记得那时候是观音诞，刚好淑萍站在 Ms.Teoh 的座位，两个在那儿讲着关于吃素的东西，然后就问看谁是当天生日的，可是没有人回应。她们讲旧员工的生日都大概记得，就只有我们三位新人的生日不知道。过后 Ms.Teoh 就问我们然后记录在她的日历里。那时她讲我太厉害选日子了，选到星期四做工的日子，她们两个一起讲她们当天不要来了。哈哈，我们有听到的都在那边笑。她们就是这样喜欢搞笑。大概十点多了，玉丝 intercom 我，她向我确定今天是不是我的生日，因为她以为那天我们是在开玩笑的，可是她又看得到面子书写着今天是我的生日。如果我没猜错的话，过后是建业去跟整个办公室里的人讲今天是我的生日，因为我看到他走去每个座位讲东西，过后其中一个就叫我过去找她。在我一路走去她的座位当儿，经过每一个座位的都跟我讲“生日快乐”。

到了午餐时间，Ms.Teoh, Ms.Tan, Keat Bee三个人约我出去吃午餐。因为某些事在此不方便记录下来，所以只有我们四个一起出去吃午餐。我们去了 Spring Leaf's Cafe 享用我们的午餐。对我来讲我很少进这样的店，因为我觉得在这样的店吃一餐会很贵，所以每次不管他们讲到什么cafe,什么食物，什么连续剧，什么卡通片都好，他们不用问我也知道我的答案，因为我一直以来给他们的答案就只有--不知道。可是久久吃一次觉得还好啦，有时也是要享受一下的。回到办公室后，我就拿钱付 Ms.Teoh 因为刚才是她先帮我们付的。可是她竟然不要拿我的钱，还说是她们三个请我这个寿星的。想不到，才和她们相处不久就有这样好的待遇，觉得我好幸福啊！

                                           

              这是我在 Spring leaf's Cafe order的 Thai Lemon Chicken Chop,蛮好吃的

       

每次午餐后的时间是我们最开心，最疯狂的时刻，因为那个时候老板和经理们都不在，办公室只有我们这十几位员工。那天真的是我在那边做工这四个多月来，他们最疯狂的一天，整个办公室好像夜市场一样热闹。因位有些人在那天后就开始放假去旅行了，所以星期六只剩下我们五六个人在办公室。过后她们一个一个被叫进玉丝的房间说要给什么钱的就只有我们四个新人不用进去。在看着代替我座位的新人收拾文件的当儿，我去了厕所。上了厕所回来后，全部都在玉丝的房间了，连新人也进了。过后他们也叫我进去，可是电话响，我先去接电话。电话里的人是要找 Ms.Teoh ，所以我就叫了Ms.Teoh 出来接电话，然后我进去。我的天啊！！！！我被里面的情况吓呆了。原来他们在里面准备帮我庆祝生日。他们拉我进去坐在玉丝的位子，然后说等“我的妈妈”听完电话进来先，要不然我的妈妈没有在我的身旁我会哭的。唱完生日歌，许了愿，吹了蜡烛，恐怖的时刻来了。玉丝竟然把那一支蜡烛插到最下面剩下那个蜡烛的头，然后叫我咬蜡烛。我很想偷偷拉上一点点，可是十五对眼睛看着我最后还是不敢拉上来。我一边咬，他们一边做我笑，所以我花了很长的时间才把那小小的蜡烛给咬上来。过后叫我把那块蛋糕拿回家吃，就算我告诉他们我咳嗽不能吃，他们还是强迫我拿回。看他们对我这样好，叫我怎么舍得离开他们呢？？不管怎样都好，我还是很谢谢他们给我的惊喜。
                                 

他们在 office 帮我庆祝生日！！

好可惜，忘记和他们拍全体照 :-( :-(

放工后，一位同事问我今晚去哪儿庆祝，然后叫我记得拍照上载在面子书好让她去点击赞。我唯有告诉她我没去哪儿，只是去教补习。吃完晚餐后，我就急着去上课了。教完后，我又从那边拿回一块蛋糕，看来我今年的生日收获不少哦，哈哈！！回到店里，妈妈拿了今早朋友拿来的礼物给我，我有点吓到，本来以为没有了，他们竟然送上门来，交给我妈妈。过后，我打开电话上网，看到家人，朋友们在面子书，WECHAT，WHATAPPS 我的祝福，有些人还恭喜我踏入二字头的人生，有些还写一些好笑的东西给我，我深感感激。除了说谢谢还是谢谢，你们让我度过一个难忘的二十岁生日。我希望接下来每年的 生日都可以像今天一样开心。

                                

大收获！！哈哈

17/07/2014

I really don't know how to said on me this weeks...
Maybe happy...maybe sad too...
Ya...my friends in the office keep making jokes everyday...but sometime even it's funny I can't laugh also because that time my mind was thinking of something that bad to me....
Ok....
Today,a new worker come report and she ready to replace my job...
Actually, I knew this on tuesday already and the time I knew there's a girl coming to replace me..I feel so sad because I was think that the time for me to spend in the happy office is coming to end...
And,one of them asking me to enjoy my work on wednesday....
Ya, I really enjoyed that day but I was trying to slow down my work because somehow I feel that I have less chances or maybe no chances at all to do it...
Well...talk about today...
The new worker report herself to ms.teoh on 9.20am like that after she had signed all the document...and ms.teoh arranged me to teached her all the things...
Ya,we have discussed which part to teach her first on wednesday..but I still feel very stressed because I don't know can teach her well or not...just hope that i'm not teached wrong things to her...
And.....today we helped a friends celebrated his birthday...actually his birthday is on saturday but because of the ubs suddenly cannot used in evening and he need to go factory work on this saturday so we celebrate earlier for him...and so coincidence that today they baked cake again so we just use that cake as his birthday cake...hmm....can say that this week they baked cake everyday in office during the lunch time and some of us just waiting for eat..haha...
Anyway,just hope that time passes slow..it's better as slow as the tortoise so that I can spend my days with them more...
Oh ya,before I forget...I also wish that friend all the best and especially all going smooth for him...

Happy Birthday To You!!!!

All of us already crazy!!!!

Movie days

Time flies very fast....I can't believed that it's july already...
En...no any special activity,no any special days(like dumpling day,mother's day,father's day..all have past)in this month
But day by day I feel much much stressed than before....
Maybe because of study....
Maybe because i'm going to stop working....
Maybe....maybe....
Haih....i don't know how to say la....
Ok...don't talk about sad thing...
Let me share some happiness things in this few days...
Erm....
Ya...everyday keep listen to the jokes and laughed in the office lo...
Especially this week...I think this week we are most crazy already because our manager go for an operation and our boss not around too....so,the office is just like our "playground"...
We not play but we make jokes...the office very crowded but very fun...
But so sad to tell that tomorrow boss will come back already so we no have this fun time anymore... :-(
Hmm....
Since today is friday and it's my rest day so i have join my office friends to watch movie...
I'll join them because I feel sorry to them because they have asked me for many movies already but everytime I rejected their invite...
This time they wanna watch TRANSFORMERS 4: AGE OF EXTINCTION...we online booking the ticket...
All of us got 6 people,2 friends go with their families and 1 with friends so they give me sit in between 2 guys...They said this arrangement is safer for me because they both of them will protect me...==
(Everytime also said like that...sometime ask me choose 1 of them to be my boyfriend...haih...)
Hmm...that's good also because we can laugh and happy what...
Well..at the end,i'm gonna recommend you all watch this movie...
Although the ticket sell at alor setar mall is quite expensive but i think it's valuable and nice to watch...
Eventhough I never watch TRANSFORMERS 1, 2 AND 3 before but I can recommend you to watch TRANSFORMERS 4...Haha...
If compare with last year the spiderman story,i like this story more....
But need to see yourself also..maybe you not like it so I just RECOMMEND ya...not ask you MUST go to watch..If not later you come find me and ask me back the ticket money....
Hmm...today quite enjoying my day...
Hope everyday will be so enjoyable but i think it's not gonna happen..... :-(

开玩笑？？

又闲着没事做，东想西想，脑袋一直有很多问号，虽然有些我已经有答案了，可是又不知道要怎样发记录 / 讲些什么好呢？？？

这样好了，我先记录下这两天发生的事。
是悲是喜，我觉得两个都有。。

昨天和今天对我来讲是最好笑的日子。。
因为昨天下午（懒惰讲早上的趣事了）五点多，我已经做完了我的工作就等着放工。我去了洗手间出来后，我的同事突然叫我然后叫我今天下午五点去楼上的会议室。那时我是有点被吓到，为什么无端端叫我上楼？过后，我又看到其他几位同事看着我，然后很认真地告诉我那是真的。然后其中两位就在那边讲我这次惨了，那时虽然我是没有显露出我害怕，可是我心里是怦怦跳的。因为那天人事部的人叫我(from operation and purchasing department)和另两位同事(from purchasing department)还有楼下的六位(from account department)写下华语名；那时我们也不知道为什么他们要我们的华语名，就只知道他们叫我们写我们就写。那两位同事就以写华语名这件事来讲我，他们还讲因为我写华语名害他们也被中叫去楼上。这是我就觉得不对劲，我写华语名关他们什么事呢？可是我还是很害怕，怕我真的做错了什么事而连累他们。
回到家，我告诉妈妈这件事。妈妈就问我我这几天有没有做错什么帐务，还是有发现什么不对吗？我想了想后，突然喊道：“我的妈呀！！我的那个部门前几天有交给老板几本账本等他签名，而那些账本都是我写的，已经在老板的座位三四天了，而他只签了其他的东西偏偏就是那几本账本不签。” 我心想：难道我有写错了什么吗？？昨天一整个晚上九时再想这件事而已。

直到今天早上，我还是想不通为什么要去会议室。我真的觉得今天很难熬，尤其是早上。不过我还是尽量不去想他。到了午餐时间，同事约我和他们一起去吃午餐。看着外面下着大雨，又有一点懒惰回家吃，所以就答应和他们一起出去吃。我们一共有八个人，所以就分两辆车去刚新开的cafe。当他们知道我有去时，其中一位就讲今天来了一位稀客 --> 我，因为之前我都没有跟他们一起出去吃。我们边吃边笑边拍照。虽然有几位同事是比较有年龄了，可是他们还很喜欢讲笑，拍照的。能够认识他们真的蛮开心的。在吃着的当儿，他们还叫我和另一位ie新同事猜每个人的年龄。
回到办公室后，我们还是继续的笑（当然是有人讲笑话所以才会笑的）。过后，各忙各的工作。突然，有几位同事围在一起听其中一位同事讲他的故事讲到眼睛都红了，而且过后回他的座位哭。这件故事我觉得不需要在这里分享因为就算我讲了有人也不会明白的。
时间一分一秒过去了，眼看电脑荧幕上的时间已经是四点半了，心里顿时变得很焦急。

到了五点还是没有人上去，他们讲还没开始。我只好等他们，看到他们上去了我才尾随她们。不久后，看了手表已经是五点半了。为什么还没开始的，心里又在冒了一个问题。他们是不是在骗我啊？？我和我旁边的同时都等到不耐烦了，打算收拾回家了。哪里知道十分钟后，他们就叫我们上楼去了。去到了楼上 , 还真的是第一次进会议室，他们就叫我坐跟我的妈妈（有时候又讲她是我的姐姐）。过后看到了一班慈济的义工上来，原来不是什么写华语名的事，也不是做错了什么，只是老板叫了慈济的义工来给我们讲座。呼~~ 这时我总算把我心里的那块大石头给拿下了。。听了那个讲座后，我真的觉得我很幸福因为我还能四肢健全地活在这个世界上。我觉得我们做人真的需要惜福和造福，并不是造祸。

好了，懒惰写下去了~~
这些就是这两天所发生的一部分的事，不懂要讲那是喜事还是悲事。哈哈~~