有时候，
莫名的心情不好，
不想和任何人说话，
只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候，
突然觉得心情烦躁，
看什么都觉得不舒服，
心里闷得发慌，
拼命想寻找一个出口。
有时候，
突然很想逃离现在的生活，
想不顾一切收拾自己的行李去旅行。
有时候，
在自己脆弱的时候，
想一个人躲起来，
不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
有时候，
突然很想哭，
却难过的哭不出来。
有时候，
夜深人静的时候，
突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。
有时候，
明明自己心里有很多话要说，
却不知道怎样表达。
有时候，
很想 放纵自己，
希望自己彻彻底底醉一次。
有时候，
自己的梦想很多，
却力不从心。
有时候，
突然找不到自己，
把自己丢了。
有时候，
心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，
觉得自己很累很累。
有时候，
看不到自己未来的样子，
迷茫的不知所措。
有时候，
听到一首老歌，
就突然想起一个人。
有时候，
渴望别人的关怀，
更渴望一份简单的快乐。
有时候，
明明很累了，
但却没办法停止脚步。
我曾告诉我的朋友 ： “读书难， 做人很难， 生活更难”
有时候上课回来不读书又怕过后会忘记，可是越读就越累；
有时候因为被夹在两者之间，自己进退两难；
有时候面对种种压力，逼得自己喘不过气，
这样的生活根本不精彩。
所以，我是真的累了~ ~ ~
Saturday, 14 March 2015
Wednesday, 14 January 2015
My story
It's such a long time that I didn't update my blog...just because I'm busy and lazy too....
Well, It's already 2015 but there is some story in 2014 that I haven't write and want to save it here.
I have resigned in a company which I worked as a clerk on 15th August 2014 with the reason of I'm going to further my study after that. So....I was preparing all the documents and things that I want bring to Johor for 2 weeks. It was so horrible and terrible weeks as the time is too short for me to prepared the things. Luckily I have my family, my friends and also my colleagues help me solved the problems I met. Thanks to them for all the support and help! The day before I'm going to study, I was asked by my colleagues to joined them for one day trip. I remembered that time they said take the trip as a gathering before I go. So, I have joined them and I love the trip so much although we are not went to many places. We went to Saanen Dairy Goat Farm, Penang Hill, Butterfly Farm and Prangin Mall.
On the next day night I went to Johor. If I'm not remembered wrong that day is 30/8/2014. I have to celebrate Malaysia Independence Day in the bus. When the bus depart, I started scare I will miss my family, my friends and my colleagues. So, I chatting with my friends and colleagues after that. It was an imsonia night. The journey took about 9 hours. On the next morning, I reached the bus terminal and my uncle was there waiting for me. I overnight at his house and the next day he brought me to my university. I would like thanks to my uncle because he brought me to my hostel, help me buy those important things and so on.
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Well, It's already 2015 but there is some story in 2014 that I haven't write and want to save it here.
I have resigned in a company which I worked as a clerk on 15th August 2014 with the reason of I'm going to further my study after that. So....I was preparing all the documents and things that I want bring to Johor for 2 weeks. It was so horrible and terrible weeks as the time is too short for me to prepared the things. Luckily I have my family, my friends and also my colleagues help me solved the problems I met. Thanks to them for all the support and help! The day before I'm going to study, I was asked by my colleagues to joined them for one day trip. I remembered that time they said take the trip as a gathering before I go. So, I have joined them and I love the trip so much although we are not went to many places. We went to Saanen Dairy Goat Farm, Penang Hill, Butterfly Farm and Prangin Mall.
At Saanen Dairy Goat Farm
At Penang Hill
On the next day night I went to Johor. If I'm not remembered wrong that day is 30/8/2014. I have to celebrate Malaysia Independence Day in the bus. When the bus depart, I started scare I will miss my family, my friends and my colleagues. So, I chatting with my friends and colleagues after that. It was an imsonia night. The journey took about 9 hours. On the next morning, I reached the bus terminal and my uncle was there waiting for me. I overnight at his house and the next day he brought me to my university. I would like thanks to my uncle because he brought me to my hostel, help me buy those important things and so on.
So 1/9/2014 is my first day stepped to my university. OMG, I really so sad when I saw many Malays than Chinese. Luckily my uncle know where is the hostel and he brought me to the hostel for registration. After register, we go to the room. When I saw my roommates is OH MY GOD, all of them look very serious. After one week of orientation, I have make fews new friends; some same course, some not. And my relationship with my roommates slowly become good. Hmm...That's great!
It's true that times make our relationship become stronger and stronger. We look like stranger when the first time we met but day by day we get closer and closer and now we look like a family.
University life.....I don't know how to say my life in university, not sure whether is good or bad. Everyday just walk to the class then back to hostel, this life is repeatedly. Slowly, assignments is coming to me and mostly is groupwork. BUT, sometime group member don't want do their task. Thia is the main point that I hate to do assignment. Luckily, some group members are very cooperative and responsible. Sometimes the relationship with coursemate and groupmate too close also not very good as will make people misunderstanding. Here is a story I want to share.
I met a guy in my uni and he is my secondary school friend relative. The fourthday in my uni, we were ask to meet our PA(Penasihat Akademik) and arrange our course timetable. The timetable are same for both of us. For me, I think it's better to have a same timetable with the people you know but I don't know what people think. Sometime I'm not same section with my coursemate especially for uni course because all of us are different PA and so we had register for differrent section. For the first week I walk alone to the class. I remember it's Hubungan Etnik class in the night and I walk alone to the class. That night, when I back to the hostel my roommates ask me how I go and when they heard I walk alone, they ask me to go with friend next time because the road is so dark and is dangerous for a girl to walk in the night. So I go together with him and his friend in the next week. As time goes by, my roommates, coursemates and also his friends are gossiping about us. I wonder why they gossip us. I just same class with him and most of the assignments are same group with him. WE'RE JUST FRIEND, NO OTHER RELATIONSHIP.
So, what do you all think about?? I don't know how to explain. This gossip is keep running until now.
Next, I want to share about my life with roommates. Only one word I can use to desribe my roommate that is CRAZY. They are very good, they always invite me to their house during weekend but I feel embarrasing to go so sometime I will stay alone in my room during weekend. Duing the Raya Haji, I follow one of them back to her hometown at malacca and she stay at her house. Her family are nice people. She brings me go around malacca. This is the some of the pictures I took in Malacca.
University life.....I don't know how to say my life in university, not sure whether is good or bad. Everyday just walk to the class then back to hostel, this life is repeatedly. Slowly, assignments is coming to me and mostly is groupwork. BUT, sometime group member don't want do their task. Thia is the main point that I hate to do assignment. Luckily, some group members are very cooperative and responsible. Sometimes the relationship with coursemate and groupmate too close also not very good as will make people misunderstanding. Here is a story I want to share.
I met a guy in my uni and he is my secondary school friend relative. The fourthday in my uni, we were ask to meet our PA(Penasihat Akademik) and arrange our course timetable. The timetable are same for both of us. For me, I think it's better to have a same timetable with the people you know but I don't know what people think. Sometime I'm not same section with my coursemate especially for uni course because all of us are different PA and so we had register for differrent section. For the first week I walk alone to the class. I remember it's Hubungan Etnik class in the night and I walk alone to the class. That night, when I back to the hostel my roommates ask me how I go and when they heard I walk alone, they ask me to go with friend next time because the road is so dark and is dangerous for a girl to walk in the night. So I go together with him and his friend in the next week. As time goes by, my roommates, coursemates and also his friends are gossiping about us. I wonder why they gossip us. I just same class with him and most of the assignments are same group with him. WE'RE JUST FRIEND, NO OTHER RELATIONSHIP.
So, what do you all think about?? I don't know how to explain. This gossip is keep running until now.
Next, I want to share about my life with roommates. Only one word I can use to desribe my roommate that is CRAZY. They are very good, they always invite me to their house during weekend but I feel embarrasing to go so sometime I will stay alone in my room during weekend. Duing the Raya Haji, I follow one of them back to her hometown at malacca and she stay at her house. Her family are nice people. She brings me go around malacca. This is the some of the pictures I took in Malacca.
My roommate(center), Friend(on the right)
Both of them are from Malacca.
Finally I'm here!
This is at the open space in between the Dataran Pahlawan and Mahkota Parade.
Mostly everyday we take dinner together,sometime we will had supper together also. We willing to wait each other if one of us have night class. Before go to bed, we will talk everything include beauty, friends, home and many other things or it can be said EVERYTHING. Besides, we will share our knowledge also, like I teach them math and they teach me about the construction or management stuff. Although they will back hometown during weekend but we will keep contact in our group chat in wechat or whatapps. We even celebrate Christmas together also. It was a special celebration because we bought the same shirt to wear in that night. Although Christmas day is during study week but we manage to celebrate it one week before. This is how close we are until some of my friends envy our relationship. Hope this relationship can be last longer and forever.
4 of us during orientation
with Sarawak's friends
First time go shopping together. Tired face...
Took photo before mid-sem break...
See..how crazy we are..Taking photo when brushing tooth
Drive to Kluang for 1 day trip
Take dinner together
Having dessert together after dinner
Celebrate roommie's birthday...
Christmas celebration :
After Moral final examination. We are same section and exam in the same hall
with my coursemate and their's coursemate..
First semester last day...happy!
Although it was just first semester about 5 months we been together but we already plan to have a trip now!!! Hope the trip is smoothly conduct. :-)
But lastly, I want to say I miss my family, my secondary friends and also form 6 friends especially OCL and the gang. I miss you all so much...nearly a year we dint meet, when is our's gathering??
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