Friday, 16 May 2014

Unforgettable Trip(9~12/5/2014)

It's too late for me to update my blog because i just reached alor setar monday night and i was very very tired this few days so no update on time..
Ok...before go to kl,i was worry about where i stay,when should i go,how to go that place,how to tell parents and so on...every seconds,every minutes,every hours are passing so fast and now i already come back to alor setar...In this journey,there are many many things happened,include happy,sweet and sad...

9/5/2014(Friday)
That day,Chingling mom came my house fetch me at around 7.50am..On the way to her house,we talk about many things include muet,course,government,daddy,chingling and so on....
Well,when i reached her house and saw her things i was so shocked and my mind have a conclusion at that time,that is i'm not going to further my study already because it was too terror..Chingling's dad went to fetch his friends and we start our journey at around 9.30am.On the way,uncle's friends was explaining about GPS and cars.Wow!!they are so great in knowing that.It was so interesting and i keep listened to their explaination and chingling was sleep..We took our lunch at Ipoh.Around 1.30pm,we just continue our journey to kl and the traffic are so jam in KL..KL- a big city so for sure will traffic jam la..the GPS was something wrong and malfunction so we use phone de GPS and we round and round and round,finally we found our hotel at 4 something.First time heard that hotel and knew that there are plaza beside.But we are not check-in hotel first,we went to tea house that located in the plaza. We chit-chat with Hui Ling (the tea house's staff). She knew i not very good in talking with  cantonese but she still using cantonese to chat with me.I know she want me to learn cantonese because it is useful when i study at Perak or Kl next time. Anyway,thanks for her teaching. Ms.lee(I'm not sure whether she is the lady boss or not) help us on the hotel procedure. After that, Chingling and me check-in the hotel first and her dad with his friends still taste the tea at the tea house. We stepped in the room not more than 5 minutes,outside started raining heavily.That day, Zuray come to our hotel meet us.He was wet although he got using umbrella..so can imagine how heavy the rain at outside.Around 7pm,we go to tea house meet Ms.Lee and she bring us to meet uncle them then only go to have our dinner. On the way we walk to another tea house meet uncle, Ms.Lee was confused with our(i mean me and Chingling) relationship with Zuray. She give an umbrella to me and asked me to shared with Zuray. Well,i don't know whether Chingling and Zuray mind or not but i don't mind it just seroiusly feel sorry to Chingling. After having our dinner, i want to go Pudu Raya for buying the bus ticket and uncle them back to the tea house taste their tea. First, we just told uncle them that we go ourself but they scared we will lost so Ms.Lee said she company us go. OMG....I don't think she was free to bring us there because her shop just leave Hui Ling alone. I was feel so sorry to her and also Chingling and Zuray because make troubles to them..Haih..I always make people in troubles eh...We go to the bus station by LRT. Before,If you asked me what do you think on LRT?I will told you that LRT is very crowded and full of people.But now....I will told you that's wrong minded!! There will only busy in the morning when people are rush to work or to school and also in night when most people have finished working. It was my first time using LRT...after reached the Pudu,we go to the counter buy the bus ticket.There are so many people that time and i was imagine how am i going to there on monday because Zuray have to go his academy and Chingling is going to her school that day even if she no have school that day i also not allowed her to company me go to bus station and back alone.Will me lost the way?Will me be kidnapped or caught by people?Actually,I was so scared that time.I was trying my best to remember all the way from the LRT platform to the bus station. After buying the ticket, we walked back to the LRT platform again. While waiting the LRT, Ms.Lee ask Chingling what is the relationship of Zuray with both of us?Just friends or whose boyfriend? Chingling told her that is her boyfriend and she was feel sorry to us because she make mistakes just now...She thought Zuray is my boyfriend so asked me to shared umbrella with Zuray and she shared with Chingling...Hahahaha....so funny!!!But, ya!!Funny is funny but I feel sorry to Chingling and Zuray too...Chingling said maybe is because Zuray was explained to me the hair style he want do for me on the way we walked from hotel to tea house.OK...LRT train is coming....this time really crowded as what i think before because now many people just finished their work.As we reached the plaza,three of us back to hotel first because Zuray want take his school bag and Ms.Lee back to her shop.She said she gonna tell Hui Ling the mistake she done..In the lif, Chingling was laughed at me but i keep saying sorry to them and Zuray still don't know what is going on and he don't know Ms.Lee was feel sorry to us.As we entered the room,we online and i find Wei Teng for chatting because i feel that i am the bulb and not supposed to stay in the room with them but what to do unless i stand outside the room.I was so excited that Wei Teng said she want to skype.But her friends were so bad and don't want to let us skype!!Haih..then i continue be their bulb lo...Zuray back at around 10 something and we go to the plaza again to find Ms.Lee and Hui Ling because Hui Ling wanna chatting with Chingling. But the plaza has closed and they wait both of us outside the hotel.That time,Hui Ling was angry with us(just played only la).We chit-chat with her at the tea house and she keep making us laughed!!Hmm...nice to meet her and good to be her friend because she sure will make you happy everyday.We chit-chat until 11 something then we go to the China Town(also known as Petaling Street) to have our supper.It's 12.30am then we only back to hotel..Woo...so damn tired!!

10/5/2014(Saturday)
Today, Chingling need to drop her things in her room so we go to Chingling's "new house" at 9am. It was so big condominium and the environment are good.Beside, there got swimming pool, restaurant, hospital, grocery, bus stop and many others facilities. Chingling dad's has back to the tea house again after drop us. I help Chingling wash her toilet and tidy up her things.Err...actually,i do nothing also just sit at side and watching her do...haha,i'm so gaolat right?whatever la...i always so gaolat eh...After arrange all the things and bath it was 1 something already..Woah...the time passed so fast then we rush to Zuray's academy..Since this is first time go his academy from Danau so we took some time to go there.When reaching his academy,he was doing hair for his model so we wait and wait then me and Chingling go to the Pavillion after that because we were too bored at there.That time it was raining. Actually, our purposed to Pavillion is to find the floor mat and also one type of pipe(i don't know what it called).Well, we just found the mat only.We have no idea to find the pipe so we go to have our lunch+dinner at the food court. After having our lunch and dinner we back to Zuray's academy again.But he not yet done his model's hair because that model hava a long hair and he need to cut first before bleach and dye so we wait him again.That time me and Chingling are crazy and played at his academy.Don't know what will his friends said about us leh??haih..whatever la...they want say us siao also nevermind la because we really siao...Zuray cut my hair at around 7pm but he still no have his lunch yet.Pity him nia...Just because he are preparing for his graduation hair show,he slim alot. After cutting my hair, he told Chingling that he will cut her hair on tomorrow because he was very tired. Although he was tired he still send both of us to monorel station and wait until the monorel train come only he go back. Hmm..thanks to him..Okay,after we reach titiwangsa we back to Chingling's house by taxi.We reach at around 9pm and we took bath then we chit-chat again.Because that day her roommate not yet stay in the room so i sleep with Chingling that night.And i really feel sorry to Chingling because she let me sleep on her bed and she just put a towel on floor and sleep...I keep asking her sleep on the bed and i sleep on the towel but she refused to do that and angry on me i think...I was so touching with..Anyway Chingling, sorry for giving the troubles to you and Thank You!!!

11/5/2014(Sunday)
Well, today we need to reach Zuray academy at 10am because we need to make up and give him set our hair. He got 10 models so we need to go early for him to prepared. So,i woke up at around 7.30am and go to bath first. Chingling was still sleep after i took bath maybe she was very tired so i dint called her up and let her sleep more. But i was disturb her and she woke up when i opened my bag. Sorry on that.After she took bath, she making a glass of milo for me as my breakfast.Thanks ya!!!We go to bus stop around 9 something already and because of me we have missed the bus. Sorry ya...i should listened to you Chingling, Sorry...:( Whatever,we were late and reached Zuray's academy at around 10.10am.Just reached for 20 minutes he ask us go to make up already...Oh no,it was my first time make up..After make up i took a picture and send to my parents let them see because my mom keep asking me to send her my picture after i make up.What??!!They say i look like indian girl...haih..what to do ??your daughter originally is black what..Zuray asked his junior to curly my hair and that time although i'm not wearing my spectacles but i still can see my hair and that time i really feel that i look like ah ma.After curly my hair,i wait for zuray to do my hair somemore but he was so busy even Chingling's hair also not yet done.So,i just wait at corner and playing games.While i'm playing the games, Zuray's mom called me.I was get shocked when aunty reached?Why i don't know?Anyway,i walk to her and call her.That time,Chingling have not bleach and dye her hair,just finished cutting.I was asking in my heart can Zuray complete on time??Because he need to do his model's hair,preparing our lunch and many other things but i still put confident on him.He doing my hair at around 4 something.But i was so sorry to him because my hair was too straight and smooth so a bit difficult for him to set my hair.Anyway,he still can finished it on time.Seriously,i'm as a friend was proud of him!!Finally he was graduate and i have giving him cut my hair twice.That night,we celebrate his graduation and also mother's day at Magnificient Fish & Chips House Bar.Although, i'm feel abit sorry to my mom because i can't celebrate mother's day with her but i hope she will understand it. Hmm...at here i want to say Sorry,mom i can't celebrate with you this year and i'm come to KL not because i come for a playing but i've a mission and now my mission is COMPLETED!Thanks to my parents and Zuray for giving me this chance to be your's model.We back to his academy to wash my hair and also cleaned up his things because before we go to the house bar for his show they are not cleaned up all the things yet.After cleaned up it was 10.30pm already.Tonight,i stayed with Zuray and his mom.So,we sent Chingling back to her house first by taxi then only back to hotel.

12/5/2014(Monday)
Okay,today we have nothing to do already so we sleep until 9am. After we bathing and done all things we went to have our breakfast near the hotel.Actually the hotel just behind Zuray's academy.After our breakfast we went to his academy first because i want to give him cut my hair abit.It was 11 something after i done my hair cutting.I want go to the bus station myself but Zuray and his mom don't let me.At first,Zuray want to have interview with his trainer but because of me because scare i will late so he cancel the interview and change to tomorrow.We reached the bus station already 12.30pm. They accompany me until my bus come only they go away.Thanks Zuray and Aunty!!In the bus,i feel alone and my mind was keep thinking my days in KL.It's fun but think in another way it was sad.On the way back,i was listening to songs and sms with Chingling. But my tear was drops as the bus is far away from KL.I can't control it especially when i listen on"我的好兄弟" .This is the feeling that what we called 舍不得 i think.But i can't stopped her to continue her study,to chase her dreams,that's her future.It was raining on the way from Rawang to Ipoh. And i was so unlucky that the air-cond at the top of my seat was broken and water is drops from there.I was fall asleep in the half way and when i knew it,my bags and my body has wet.So,i change my seat since there are many seats are left.I can't control my feelings again because i changed to double seats(because single seat are full of people) and there is nobody beside me.I can know the feelings at the time i back to university alone(I mean if i get any university and i have to back university alone after my holiday).When the bus passed through the place,i refresh back someone expression when sawing rambutan and cow.It was so funny that time.Anyway,time is passed so fast and it happened 5 months ago.It raining again from Penang to Alor Setar.It was damn cold as raining for so long time plus my body was still abit wet.Because,it was raining so i reached Alor Setar at 8 something.Thanks god that i have reached safely.

This is my journey from AS to KL and from KL to AS. Errrrr......at here,I want thanks to Chingling, Chingling's parents, Zuray and also Zuray mom.Thanks for fetching me and accompany all the way.My mission has done and Congratulations to Zuray that you have graduated.Last but not least, Congratulations to Chingling also that you succeed on your application.The important is take care yourself at there and be careful!!!Good luck and all the best to you!!Hope our friendship will last longer and don't forget me ya!!!Hehehe..Hope to see you soon...
Lastly,hope you guys have a nice day too!

Wednesday, 7 May 2014

WEDNESDAY

It's wednesday again and I hate this day actually....
Until today it's the 7th day i tought you....but week by week you became more naughty..i know...i know you're trying to ignore me during the class...your's mouth just said that you want to continue by your's heart not saying that....and I don't know am i doing the correct way to teach you or not...i'm wondering why and why...but no one can answer my question...Everytime when i asked you to read the passage and try to understand it, you're not listened to...when i asked you which words or sentences you don't know,you said you know all but when I asking you back you can't answer me!!!!Hello~~how i know you don't know or not understand which words or sentences if you're not asking me?? Hey,you think i'm so free to checked everythings??you think i can find out all the word that you don't know??? Every week i will gave you some words to read and i will ask you back on the next week...but you told me that you have no time to study..WOW!!! great answer!!! 1 week times you told me not enough??how many weeks you want me to give you just to read that 8 or 9 words?? And not only that...your's mom told me that when she ask you to memories all that words,you told her that i'm not asking you..YA,it's true..i'm not asking you to memories that words but you as a student if you want to improve your's knowledge you sure will memories it(maybe it's my thinking only)...I ask you what's "saya" stand for?? You reply me I don't know...hey,sorry to said that you're in standard 3 already lo...are you kidding me??you really don't know that??I think i ask kindergarten kids also know what is "saya"...what the....Last week I've recording our conversation during the class...and i let chingling heard first...she also said sipek gaolat,and she said that i'm 自言自语...i give my mom and your's mom heard also....but your's mom just said this gina everytime also like this then you laughed...walao..i thought you will be angry but your's reaction made me more angry...and today.............you again showed your's pattern...playing the chairs,playing grandma's wheel chair,playing pencil,playing bottle and so on....i ask you 1 question you shoot me back nonsense things...is this a teacher and student conversation??when i ask you is you at school also like this??you answered me YA...i'm wonering why your's teacher never scold you...i know everytime you playing me...and your's attitude not only make me speechless even kakak also shake her head...I don't know whether today i scold you correct or not but i really can't control myself already....you just crying at there after i scold you...do you think you CRY then you will be the winner then?? SORRY...IT'S NO!!! Think back when you're baby...you're so cute and loved you so much...but as you grown up...you are not as cute as last time...I am the one who always take care you and now i think i'm so stupid that time as i loved wrong people...I am wondered and wondered.. why you will become so naughty,so no discipline,having bad attitude??why???
I have told my mom that i want to cancel the class but i am worrying will our relationships will be bad after this?? But i really can't continue if he keeping like that...He is the first student i met that so terrible....
YA,maybe...maybe i'm not a good teacher,i'm not passion enough,i'm not so intelligent,i'm can't be a teacher...if really is like this then how come many people said i look like will be a teacher in the future??? I think it's hopeless for me to be a teacher in my future....HOPELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, 5 May 2014

大笨蛋

今天,muet成绩公布了。。
这是我第三次拿的成绩,也证明了我考了三次!!!!三次!!!!!
可是三次的成绩都是一样,不只一样而且还退步。。
天啊!!三次了,为什么到最后的成绩还是一样??
是不是我不够努力??
而且每一次考muet还是拿muet的成绩我的心情都很差
我不懂。。不懂到底做错了什么事。。
朋友们考了一次或两次最多也三次而已,可是我到底要考到几次才能过关???
还好这次的成绩是芩琳帮我检查的不是我自己检查要不然我真的会在办公室丢人现眼。。而且今天的心情又不怎么好。早上时,我的同事就问我是不是很累,我跟他说没有他又不相信,最后才告诉他有一点点(对不起,其实是我心情不好而不是累)
刚才芩琳告诉我的时候,我整个人快要发了疯似的,可是我忍!!我忍!!我忍到回家。。
不懂为什么今天驾车不能专注。。
而且今天是我第一次在冲凉房洗澡超过30分钟!!不是洗衣也不是洗头发
从小我就不喜欢语文科了,尤其是华语和英语。。所以现在你跟我讲讲比较深奥的我都听不懂。。
以为上了中学慢慢会进步,可是考了三次结果还是一样,我真的很好奇那些拿到band 3以上的朋友,他们到底是怎样考的。。我真的很想跟他们交换脑袋。。可是可能发生吗??
事实证明我自己实在是无药可救,太笨,太蠢的人了。。
就连我表姐也考三次而已
我觉得我自己吃屎都不如!!我可以去撞墙了。。不不。。是已经撞了。。
刚才我,妈咪和芩琳都在讲读书的东西。。
我就告诉妈咪不用读书是最好的选择,还讲了一些理由,可是我敌不过他们俩的反驳。。
芩琳还问我:“你以为做工没有压力吗?”
我是跟他讲没有,可是事实上哪里可能会没有。。
而且我又刚换新的部门,要学很多东西,哪里可能没有压力??
到了现在我每天大概都会有一样做错,我一直骂我自己太笨了所以我不能记得全部的步骤,对我来说比起之前的部门现在的实在是太多步骤要记。。
接下来,还要等待大学的录取信。。
而且以我这样差的成绩尤其是muet都不知道到底能不能得到。。
而且我觉得我的成绩越来越退步,如果真的得到大学的录取我都不知道我自己能不能考到那张文凭,能不能毕业。。
唉!!!做人真难 :(

Friday, 2 May 2014

Teddy Bear

Finally,i have received my teddy last 3 days...
And actually i forgot to tell my parents that there are 2 teddy will post to shop,1 is Chingling another is mine...

This is my new teddy bear!!!! New family in my room~~

Anyway,when i back from office then my mom told me there are 2 big parcel reached..i was so shocked that why so fast reached de??and i dint inform them before...after that i told them is Chingling de,she just sent to our shop because scare her mom scold...then she said:"Tudio...her home got so many already,still buying somemore...she siao hor..."Hahaha...anyway she just joking...after some times i told mommy that Chingling said she present me 1 of the teddy(the small 1)... then she asked me why she suddenly present you so big de teddy??? I told her because she wanna go far away from me ma,so she give me teddy and asked me look at the teddy when i missed her lo....Hahaha :-p
On the next day,when Chingling wanna took her teddy,i don't let her take it...and my mom asked her "you want take back meh???no need take back liao la...give it to aunty.."Hahaha...she always played and bully by my family....what to do???she is so cute and easy to cheated what....
This 2 nights i was hug him when i slept...it was so soft and so comfortable when hug....although it look a bit cacat but still ok la....i love it....
Last year,Chingling had present me a teddy on my birthday...so everytime i was down or sad,sure i will look at it and hug it although it is small...even sometime i will share my problem with him because i couldn't find someone to share and help me release my tension...
This is the teddy i hug when i was in down mood

BUT.....from now onwards,i got 2 teddy company me.....HAHAHAHA.....so excited!!!!!
And Chingling i want to tell you also...I will think of you everyday,everynight especially saw this 2 teddy...I will remembered you this best friend in my life...but you also don't forget me yea after go KL...
Hope that we still can sms,calling,whatapps,wechat or inbox on facebook on the following days,following week,following month or following years....

舍不得

时间过得真快,不知不觉我们也认识了两年。在这两年里,我们有说有笑,有哀有愁。
记得第一天看到你的时候,你是伏在桌子上做补习的功课(因为那时学校还没开始教课,所以只有补习的练习)。那时你们前面那一排每天就是做补习功课,全部都很勤劳。而你给我的第一印象是一个很勤劳,成绩很好,很文静的女生。没想到。。。。我们相处几个月后,我才发现你是一位很疯狂,笑点很低的女生。哈哈哈哈。。。又刚巧我们都是同一个课系的,所以我也被你影响了。。本来我是一个凶巴巴的女生,在别人眼里我简直就是一个疯婆,可是跟你做朋友久后,我觉得我变得很开朗,我的笑点也变得很低有时甚至比你更低,哈哈哈哈。。讲回去之前的我,也许我肩担这总学长的责任,非凶狠不可,所以我也变得更凶。。可能吧!!可能这样吧,我也不知道。。。

记得有一次我们上物理课的时候,我们不懂为了什么而笑得不停,连老师也很好奇地看着我们,然后笑我们。在那个老师的眼里,我们两个是笑点很低的学生,在朋友的眼里呢。。我们的笑点是超超超低的。。没有办法啊,我也是被她影响的。。哈哈哈。。

还有一次,那天是星期三你在学校闹失踪。记得那一次,我们全班女生都担心你,读生物系的朋友以为你已经去上物理了而物理系的朋友就以为你不舒服回班了,可是那时我把手机留在班上,在不知什么情况下一直在科学室里望向门外期盼你没事然后回班上课,可是时间一分一秒地过去,一节课已经快完了你始终还是没来上课。那时我脑袋突然想到很多东西,再加上祥华他们一直问我你去哪里,是不是你发生了什么事等等更加让我不耐烦。。好不容易捱过了那一节课,我马上回班上看。。可是到最后还是没有看到你。一踏进班,琼琪他们就告诉我shi yun找我然后问我芩琳没有去上课吗??听到后觉得事情不妙,应该发生了大件事。我马上拿出手机想要尝试打给你,却看到了你发信息给我。过后,我打了两三通电话给你,你都不接我电话,那时我以为你生气我,因为我放了东西在你的file。我们差不多跑了整栋form 6的block,可是还是找不到你。过后我们看到你从厕所走出来,我加快脚步要去叫你,可是却被琼琪他们阻止了,当你看到我们的时候也加快脚步往图书馆去想避开我们。过后,我有信息问你发生什么事,你却告诉我没事,要帮你又帮不到,哎,当时真的觉得自己很没用。可能你有你的苦衷不能让我知道,所以我也不再追问你了。直到隔天看到你笑才觉得你应该没事了。

我们曾经也一起去了三次旅行。第一次,我们去了浮罗交怡,第二次,我们去了槟城而第三次去吉隆坡。在那三次的旅行我们都有了不少回忆。第二和第三次的旅行我都被家人讲我做第三者。唉,我还能怎样??一次是为了要暂时离开伤心地,另一次是为了朋友的考试。不管他们讲什么都好,我还是觉得只要我们开心就好。

过几天后可能你会去吉隆坡读书了,讲真的我是有一点舍不得,可是我又不可能不让你去,毕竟那是你的未来。虽然你是告诉我现在只是under consideration可是还是感到不舍,可能现在我们每一天见面,过后就是我一人而已。去做工一个人,去吃午餐也是一个人,午餐后也是一个人回去办公室,放工后又一个人走回。全部都是一个人,好寂寞啊!!我知道,我们需要独立,可是突然间不能每天与你见面,总觉得怪怪的。没关系,我相信我们会保持联络的。现在的科技如此发达,我们不会失联呱??

希望我们友谊永固!!!!