Give Up

Before, i was so free and never thinking on my study

But now....now.....

Now i was quite scaring and headache with this thing-STUDY

I just searching for the courses i want and their qualification

But what i found is all courses i want are not qualified for me

What the hell is going on now???

Why i can't study what i want???
GOSH!!!!!!!

My future is GONE....

Fly far away from me already,how to catch it up???

WHY?????

Why GOD you don't want to help me??? Not only din't help me but also the passenger in MH370..

Ok...don't said about MH370 now...

I was so wondering...why all this happened on me??

Sometimes,I was wonder why all my friends are so success in their study,why i can't???

I think I had try very hard and try my best,but i'm still failed...

What's the matter now??? 

I hate MYSELF!!!!

I hate STUDY!!!!

I hate GOVERNMENT!!!!

I hate EVERYTHING!!!!

Are FAILURE is always the FAILURE?

I was thinking to give up but how am i going tell my parents

I'm not dare..

Even if i din't tell them i know what they will saying on me(just blah blah blah)....

But what to do??
Decide to GIVE UP?